Sunday, 28 September 2014

Something Personal: Life Updates!

Hey everyone~ How are you?
I've been really busy with work this week so I didn't have time to do any gal-related things (apart from purchase some items tehe), and my eye isn't helping out either! It really sucks! I miss wearing makeup and doing gal stuff ( •̣̣̣̣̣̥́௰•̣̣̣̣̣̥̀ )

I realised that I haven't really written a "personal" post in ages. When I first started blogging I treated it like my diary but now... Not so much. It makes me sad because I feel that my posts are becoming too generic and boring and I'm not really writing what's on my mind. Like I blog whatever I wanted and didn't care what it was about! Now I care too much and always worry that  you guys will get bored ( •̣̣̣̣̣̥́௰•̣̣̣̣̣̥̀ )

So this is going to be a "personal" post about some recent updates in my life.


I've learned that it's okay to not have that perfect life, because it's the things that are hard the reach that have the most exciting journeys! I was starting to feel down because I still haven't found a full-time design job but I need to pick myself up and keep on trying! As long as I have my loved ones, nothing can bring me down. 

I've realised that I'm not good at keeping goals. I just have so many big ideas that I soon get overwhelmed and start to avoid them... I really need to start with small steps first. It's so annoying! Like I want to practice my French more, start up on my Chinese, improve my blogging, do some design work... It's really difficult doing them all at once!


I've fallen in love with Sailor Moon. Since Sailor Moon Crystal came out I was getting really curious about Sailor Moon and managed to watch all of the series in very little time! At first I was a bit skeptical about Usagi and found her a bit annoying, but now she's my treasure. I love her so much that I bought a Sailor Moon sweater and I'm planning on buying some more Sailor Moon goodies!

I've settled back into my chameleon-gal self. I'm no longer going to stick to a style but dress however I want! The other day I bought some MA*RS and I didn't feel guilty about it at all which is a first. It's the brand I love so I shouldn't feel bad for spending money on it! I felt that my decision to moving onto hime-kaji & hime gyaru was restricting me and it was making me feel sad... So I'm just going to go along with the flow.  

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I lost my touch in art. I really struggled with an art piece the other day because I was so out of practice, and it made me really depressed! I really want to be good at art again but I just don't know if I have it in me anymore ;_; It's so sad... When I was younger my dream was to draw like heise and phoenixlu on DeviantART, and I was really into manga/anime but Idk I just stopped drawing.


And I uploaded a vlog! This vlog was actually videoed and displayed on the Pixie Bunny channel but due to our busy schedules we took the channel down and I thought I'd post it up on my own one. Please view it and tell me what you think! I'm debating whether or not to try it out again...

Aaand I think that's it... I hope you don't mind this rather personal post! ^^" I just really needed to get this out of my mind... And blogging was the best way for me to do it.

Until next week, lovelies~ Have a great weekend!

Lizzie Bee xx / facebook / tumblr / twitter / instagram / bloglovin'

8 comments:

  1. I think you should blog the way you want to. For yourself rather than for an audience. As long as you truly enjoy what you are doing all is good :)

    And: yay another moonie born ! Welcome to the club =D

    www.sasugyaru.blogspot.com

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  2. Blog and wear whatever you want! It is your life and you should enjoy it <33
    Love the puris btw.

    risingstarsarefalling.blogspot.de

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  3. Life's too short to do what you think others want. Just do what you want, which will make you happy! ^__^ Always be yourself, no matter what. And who doesn't like it, who cares!

    http://nagareboshi9.blogspot.ch

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  4. ^ THIS. I just worry so much about what others think when I really shouldn't ><" From now on I'll just do whatever I want :D

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  5. Thank you so much! Yeah I think I'll just write what I feel and see what happens ^^

    Thank you! I love Sailor Moon so much *_*

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  6. I know what you mean. My blog usually is like my diary, too, but sometimes I'm afraid that my life is just too boring for my followers. XD But on the other hand I think that I'm blogging to make myself happy and shouldn't care too much about it. Just keep on blogging about what makes you happy and interests you. <3

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  7. At least I'm not the only one that thinks this! ^^" Yeah! I love blogging so I don't think I'll stop anytime soon :3 <3

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