Sunday, 23 September 2018

I'm A Hobbyist Blogger + Proud Of It

Proud to be a hobbyist blogger

Okay, I fucked up, again. I allowed myself to get down in the dumps because my lil' blog over here wasn't get enough attention as I wanted it to. It got so bad that I was stressing myself out and just piling lots of things onto my to-do list, and my searches were filled with stuff like 'how to grow your blog' and 'how to get more pageviews'. It was triggered when someone posted in a group "can you please help me grow my blog because I only get 200-300 pageviews a day?".

Only.

People are right - comparison is the thief of joy and it stole all of my happiness right then. Gosh, I was so far away from that! What is wrong with my blog? Is it worth even blogging any more? I know I shouldn't be moaning because people have different measurements of success, but it really got to me. I was lost focus of what I wanted to do because I was feeling so upset that I wasn't good enough. Again.


fashion blogger in paris

skirt: DaTuRa
top: stolen from my sister (oops)
accessories: new look + forever21
bag: primark
rilakkuma: san-x store in shinjuku station
sunglasses: accessorize
shoes: new look

summer in paris

That's until I read 'The One Thing' by Gary Keller. I'm not really one for self-help books, but after finding it harder and harder to be multi-passionate, I decided to give this book a go. My mind was blown. My goals were back in focus and my dream future was becoming clearer. 

After this I realised that I wasn't ever going to become a full-time blogger. There were so many signs that I dismissed earlier that suddenly became crystal clear. Firstly, I never really had the time for blog events and attending blogger meet-ups weren't really my thing unless I knew someone there. Secondly, I was secretly thankful that my inbox wasn't flooded with sponsored emails. I just couldn't write a sponsored/gifted post with the same enthusiasm as I would have if it was just a normal outfit post unless I truly believed in them. And thirdly, I couldn't be bothered to learn about SEO. At the end of the day, I write posts because I wanted to, not to boost my rating or whatever.

uk fashion blogger

I'm A Hobbyist Blogger + Damn Proud of It

wandering around the town hall in paris

What I do know, however, is that I do love blogging but only because it provides me a creative outlook to write down my thoughts. The more I tried to pressure myself to promote my blog and get it in front of people, the more stressed out I was. And that reflected badly on my writing. I even had to take a break from this blog (and this is my first post after said break) because I found myself crying to sleep as I lost sense of purpose. But I don't really need a reasoning for blogging - doing it because I love it is a good enough reason.

I'm going to take it easy so that I can focus more my 'One Thing', which I know to be my art. It's something that I've done my whole life and it's been in the dark for too long. I want it to grow. I want to be known as a hand-letterer and be damn good at it. 

So, I'm happy with just being a hobbyist blogger. 

Love,
Lizzie xx

P.S. Are you a hobbyist blogger or do you do it full-time? Or are you somewhat in-between?
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