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I am so sorry that this blog is pretty much dead now and I feel like I owe you an explanation…r

The truth is, I feel very overwhelmed by social media and the whole online world.

Every time I open up Instagram, I feel nauseous.

And it’s a shame because I’d love to catch up with my friends but I just can’t bear to do anything. Even talking to others is exhausting.

I’ve also been feeling low about myself and how I look and lack the energy to dress up. I just brush my hair and go. I think I’ve only worn makeup twice in the past month… I just… Can’t be bothered anymore.

It took me over a month to edit an 8 minute video and I don’t have the energy to post it onto YouTube.

I’m so tired….

It’s kind of lonely… But I can’t bear the thought of being on my phone unless it’s to read webtoons.

So yeah, that’s where I’m at right now…

Speak soon…

Beauty gets

Just some beauty gets from the past week

I heard a lot of good things about the tanning milk from my bby Lyon and I’m so excited to give it a go!

My eyebrows are also in dire need of a tidy so I bought some tools for that. I’ll share my process in another post!

And I’ve also been looking for cream based blushers to try and match an old one I wore back when I started gal but…. Looks like I need to keep on searching

That’s all for today! Talk soon

McDo date

Hey cutie! How are you? I’ve not been feeling very well… So I’ve spent most of my day and being a potato at home…

But we went out on a lil McDo date for lunch! Was nice to be out of the house for a bit.

Hopefully this will be the last time we have fast food for a while as we’ve been eating a lot of junk food over the past few months. Wish us luck!

Ski gets!

Hey cutie! How are you? Sorry things have been quiet on here…. Tbh, I don’t really have much to say like nothing really goes on in my life haha. So it might just be like that from now on….

But! I actually have something to talk about today! Me and my husband are going to go skiing for the very first time! So I had to buy some essentials – a fleece jumper, some ski trousers, and ski gloves.

GO!GO!→Goals for 2023! ♡

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Hey cutie! How are you? I spent a lot of time over the past couple of weeks thinking about my goals for 2023; I thought about the usual suspects (learn Chinese again, do more design projects etc) but the past year has taught me just how important my mental health is. I didn’t want to overwhelm myself again because I’m tired of feeling disappointed in myself haha

These were last year’s goals – I’ll strike through the ones I’ve done:

Stop taking things personally
Exercise 5 mins a day on the bike
Keep track of my wins
Read before bed – does reading webtoons count…?
Keep on doing hime gyaru

Yeaaaah… I didn’t do very well haha … But here are my goals for the year ahead!

Christmas eve~

It’s still Christmas eve over here but I will make this blog post short and sweet! (´• ω •`) ♡

Today was lovely – I opened the last door in my advent calendar!

Then we spent the morning getting the house cleaned, my sister popped over, and we went to husband’s parents house for some Japanese food before going out to play Pokemon go.

Then in the evening I washed my hair, put on a face mask, and started and finished a book.(*^^*)♡

It was such a good book and tbh I felt very emotional! Would highly recommend it.

Okay I should probably sleep now! I’m gonna get up early to get dressed up… I also need to figure out what to wear… (//▽//)