Struggling…
I am so sorry that this blog is pretty much dead now and I feel like I owe you an explanation…r
The truth is, I feel very overwhelmed by social media and the whole online world.
Every time I open up Instagram, I feel nauseous.
And it’s a shame because I’d love to catch up with my friends but I just can’t bear to do anything. Even talking to others is exhausting.
I’ve also been feeling low about myself and how I look and lack the energy to dress up. I just brush my hair and go. I think I’ve only worn makeup twice in the past month… I just… Can’t be bothered anymore.
It took me over a month to edit an 8 minute video and I don’t have the energy to post it onto YouTube.
I’m so tired….
It’s kind of lonely… But I can’t bear the thought of being on my phone unless it’s to read webtoons.
So yeah, that’s where I’m at right now…
Speak soon…
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I spent a lot of time over the past couple of weeks thinking about my goals for 2023; I thought about the usual suspects (learn Chinese again, do more design projects etc) but the past year has taught me just how important my mental health is. I didn’t want to overwhelm myself again because I’m tired of feeling disappointed in myself haha 
Stop taking things personally
But I wanted to share a few pictures that I took during our Christmas celebrations. It’s a really tiring but wholesome time of year.
