Amy’s birthday party ☆ experimenting with jirai kei make

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Hey cutie! How are you? (´ ε ` )♡ It was Amy’s birthday party yesterday and the theme for it was vampires and witches and I thought… What better time to practice jirai kei makeup!

But instead of going for pink shades, I went with red instead. I also filmed this grwm for my YouTube channel which I’ll post later on (when i have energy to edit) ♡

The best selfies were taken in the car haha (*ノ∀`*)

Feeling guilty + opening up about my insecurities…

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So, as you can tell, I’ve been really into ryousangata and jirai lately…

And that makes me feel incredibly guilty because I feel like I’ve betrayed gal haha…

But it’s so refreshing trying out something new and to be a newbie again; watching tutorials, building a wardrobe and talking to new people.

And it makes me realise just how fed up I am with labels.

I just want to wear cute things and do things that makes me happy.

If I want to wear ryousangata one day, I can.
And if I want to do hime gal the next, I can.
If I want to do gal makeup with some cute frilly clothes, I can.

Why do I always feel like I have to put myself in a category?

(Of course I understand that substyles are very important when you’re a beginner because it helps guide you in your gal journey).

I guess that’s why I’m allowing myself to explore other styles at the moment. I will always be gal but, if I have to be super honest with you, sometimes I feel… inadequate? Like I don’t really belong or something which sounds stupid I know esp because I’ve been gal for well over 10+ years now.

Sometimes I look at myself and just think: do I even look gal? I guess I am still very insecure about how I look haha. Will that ever go away?

But then the next day I realise how silly those thoughts were.

And I realise that it’s time to stop restricting myself.

It’s time to have fun!

Wish me luck…

Cinema date 💕

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Trying my best to upload blog posts of my more casual outfits hahaha. Anyway, this was from last month when I went to see the DnD film with my friends! Had just about enough energy to put together a cute outfit.

It reminds me of the way Okarie layers her outfits Maybe I’ll style my hair and wear a hat or something next time.

Life update

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Thank you so much for your support on my last post, it really meant a lot to me ❤️ so I think it’s time for a life update!

Things on this blog are still kind of slow. I’ve started doing more inspirational photo dumps because that’s all that inspires me in the gal realm at the mo.

I’m still struggling to find the energy for social media and to post anything on there. I’ve just lost my passion for it and I start to think, what is the actual point? Why should I share these things?

Spring date with my love ❤ (ɔˆз(ˆ⌣ˆc)

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What’s this?? A blog post??? yes I thought I should probably update this blog… it’s been abandoned for too long…

But all I can say is – don’t get too excited because I don’t think I’m back for good just yet

A couple of weekends ago me and my love went out on a date to see some cherry blossoms, eat delicious cookie dough before having yummy Italian food for dinner

Struggling…

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I am so sorry that this blog is pretty much dead now and I feel like I owe you an explanation…r

The truth is, I feel very overwhelmed by social media and the whole online world.

Every time I open up Instagram, I feel nauseous.

And it’s a shame because I’d love to catch up with my friends but I just can’t bear to do anything. Even talking to others is exhausting.

I’ve also been feeling low about myself and how I look and lack the energy to dress up. I just brush my hair and go. I think I’ve only worn makeup twice in the past month… I just… Can’t be bothered anymore.

It took me over a month to edit an 8 minute video and I don’t have the energy to post it onto YouTube.

I’m so tired….

It’s kind of lonely… But I can’t bear the thought of being on my phone unless it’s to read webtoons.

So yeah, that’s where I’m at right now…

Speak soon…

Beauty gets

Just some beauty gets from the past week

I heard a lot of good things about the tanning milk from my bby Lyon and I’m so excited to give it a go!

My eyebrows are also in dire need of a tidy so I bought some tools for that. I’ll share my process in another post!

And I’ve also been looking for cream based blushers to try and match an old one I wore back when I started gal but…. Looks like I need to keep on searching

That’s all for today! Talk soon

McDo date

Hey cutie! How are you? I’ve not been feeling very well… So I’ve spent most of my day and being a potato at home…

But we went out on a lil McDo date for lunch! Was nice to be out of the house for a bit.

Hopefully this will be the last time we have fast food for a while as we’ve been eating a lot of junk food over the past few months. Wish us luck!

Ski gets!

Hey cutie! How are you? Sorry things have been quiet on here…. Tbh, I don’t really have much to say like nothing really goes on in my life haha. So it might just be like that from now on….

But! I actually have something to talk about today! Me and my husband are going to go skiing for the very first time! So I had to buy some essentials – a fleece jumper, some ski trousers, and ski gloves.