Thoughts that were on my mind today:
- Should I carry on editing this vlog? What if no one watches it? What if they thought it was boring?
- Hmmm maybe I should change my blog layout so that other people won’t forget that I did educational blog posts and that not all of my posts are super casual
- Do I blog too much? Should I stop doing casual posts?
- Does anyone read this blog now that it’s not super educational?
- Will they be offended or upset if I don’t include them in my thumbnail… ? Or if I just included one of them, what will the others think?
- Awh man this dress will be so perfect for hime gyaru but I haven’t got any wigs… Everyone is going to think I’m making an awful attempt but I can’t really do anything about it
Yeah, it’s exhausting (╥ω╥)
But this needs to stop!!! I need to be selfish and do what I want to do and not care too much about what other people think!!!
Not just in my personal life… But my work life, too! I need to stand my ground, be more assertive!
So I’ll do my best. Wish me luck╰(´︶`)╯♡
Rae
June 23, 2021I can relate to this so much! My life got a lot better once I stopped focusing on how other people online would perceive my makeup/outfits or whatever. It took up so much space in my mind and just made me really sad. My creativity really came back once I took a step back to find what I wanted to do instead!
Also- DD Kyoko sent me a lot of hime hairstyles without wigs so it’s definitely possible!! There were even some short hair ones too.
Kieli
June 23, 2021I feel like I’ve been preaching this by myself for the longest time XD It does get easier. You just really have to stop cold turkey. Just do your best.